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A couple of updates on my LIIIFEEEE. >_>"
Readers, get away from this post nao unless you're a major stalker because I don't intend on making this entry terribly funny. And why would you read it if it wasn't funny and you weren't a stalker? Somebody must be lying to himself one way or another. =]

I already miss making exciting posts but I just can't seem to squeeze any out of myself recently. Yeah, amusing things do happen at school every once in a while, but it's never often or groundbreaking enough for me to remember documenting it. While these moments provide a cheap, expected thrill, they're always ultimately tossed out like so many wads of Kleenex and premature ejaculate. When we hit a dry spell of these little pick-me-ups, we just end up trying to induce them with heavier doses of slippery humour, which ends up over-stimulating our senses for wit and disables us from ever finding a real girlfriend. =_=

It's made me lose a lot of my previous interest in socializing. I still get the yearning every once in a while to make a new friend and explore personalities, but it all seems more superficial to me now. Half the time I could easily tell I'm only doing it to prove to myself that the person I'm taking to wants to date me; half of those times I know I'm only grossly flattering myself. Did I really go blonde just so people would notice me more? This introspection only leads to deeper, uglier ones, and I'll leave it at the fact that my hair is completely fried to a crisp as my sake of dyeing it. I haven't done it yet, probably sometime this or next week. It's gonna go brunette, but I'm not exactly sure about the shade it will turn out to be. As much as I'll miss being a shiny blonde Asian bitch, I'm excited for the change.

My work life has already changed quite a bit since school started. I've reduced my number of shifts to about one a week. I'm usually scheduled for two, but then I just call in sick all the time. =_= I wonder how long I'll be able to get away with it? This new Asian manager guy at my work is on to me, I think. He's always asking me questions about like, idk stuff. =/ Haha but all my work friends say he's just trying to hit on me?! Awkward... Anyhoo, I've applied at Sears last weekend (along with everyone else), and Kumon last week. I don't expect to get hired at Sears but I have high hopes of working at Kumon since Tammy works theree and it'll be pretty sweet to be working there with another Asian nerdzo who can tell kids to shut up with me, erm I mean help them. >D I was sooo very disappointed this afternoon when Tammy breathlessly told me on the phone that the HR lady wanted me for an interview tonight before she leaves for a week, but I had to go take that Chem quiz and couldn't make it. Dx I hope she'll still remember me next week when she comes back. -cross fingers-

My parents have been treating me like shit lately. At first I was completely flabbergasted at their indifference towards me, and then I was simply hit with a brick in the face when I found out that it was because I didn't choose to become an engineer or a doctor when I grew up. They sounded so sure of themselves when they told me straight up that I will never get a good job studying English or any artsy-fartsy media whatever (lol they don't even try to understand what I'm interested in). They found out that I'm planning on studying English and Journalism next year and since then they've gone apeshit. Not like Kanye West apeshit, but like passive-agressive mother-in-law apeshit. Like, they won't smile at me anymore. It obviously wouldn't have changed my mind on the course of my life, but it's definitely put a weight on my light-heartedness towards it. Now I'm not really interested in anything anymore. Not in science because I don't kiss ass, but not in anything else because I don't like defying ass either. D':

I'm still finding little enjoyments along the way, but life seems pretty hard lately.