Goddammit

I did something really stupid

last Thursday night.

Everyone knew and was shocked upon the knowledge

but I didn't think twice about it

despite the constant nagging reminders I get.

I kept saying

these things happen, and they pass, and people forget about them.

I was incredulous when people told me I'd be wrong.

NOW I'VE BEEN PROVED WRONG.

NOW THIS MEMORY HAUNTS ME

MOCKS ME

AND THE NAGGING GUILT THAT SITS IN THE CORNER OF THE CLASS NOW COMES WITH E V I D E N C E.

There are fucking pictures on Facebook.

itslikeivebeen slapped intheface witha tire iron.